One year ago, I expected that “keep doing my thing and try to make ends meet” would predominate in 2015, and that forecast wasn’t wrong. In day-to-day existence, that definitely characterized most of this year. But there were exceptions, and in looking back on the whole year… those exceptions loom remarkably large.
Unlike 2014, it feels like the “events” of 2015 are such as to support a “top stories” list. Probably something like this:
Save Lakewood Hospital. After 36 years without any real involvement in local politics, anywhere I’ve lived, I dove straight into the deep end and have spent almost 12 months, now, involved in an impossible soap opera controversy that is still a long way from ending. For much of the year, a logo that I designed over a weekend was on signs on just about every street in Lakewood. Last month I got up and spoke to city council; strangers have stopped me in public to thank me and ask my opinion. Just about every day of “Christmas vacation” I replied to at least some correspondence about this campaign. Etc., etc., etc. The experience as a whole has been fascinating, energizing, demoralizing, rewarding, and maddening.
Japan! I spent a week in Tokyo. It was actually a bit like my experience with Save Lakewood Hospital—fascinating, energizing, demoralizing, rewarding, and maddening—but more compressed, more expensive, less worrying and way more fun. (Aside from flying across the Pacific. Blecch.)
Authorship continued, and actually turned a profit! In 2015, I attended another author fair, spoke at Lakewood Library, mostly finished my research on a third book and got an early draft nearly complete, and craziest of all I showed a modest profit for the year. I’m still a long way from an all-time profit, thanks to spending a bunch on publishing Brilliant Deduction, but if that’s viewed as a sunk cost I made a real profit for the first time, this year.
I went to Baltimore, for three hours. Related to the aforementioned research, I made a round-trip visit to Johns Hopkins University in right around 16.5 hours. (From Lakewood, Ohio.) This wasn’t actually… awesome, aside from verging on awesomely stupid, but 1) it makes for a story, 2) I did find material to justify the trip, thankfully, and 3) it’s nice to know that I can still pull off a stunt like that.
Politically, despair was mixed with multiple instances of hope, and even near euphoria. There was bad in 2015, oh my yes. From the dismal election outcome here in Lakewood all the way up to not-so-grand geopolitics. Yet… who can forget those incredible days in June, when the Supreme Court gave marriage equality the green light and basically pulled the plug on “undo Obamacare” hopes. Who can forget “PURE APPLESAUCE!,” ever? Then there have been the ongoing follies of the Republican party, from March’s fiasco in Indiana to what one pundit seriously predicted would be “the best field in a generation” of presidential candidates… bwa ha hah. Just weeks ago, even as Lakewood city council was disgracing itself, real leaders met in Paris to negotiate the future of the entire biosphere and actually didn’t produce a complete disgrace, for once.
Admittedly, 2015 in politics was arguably a triumph for low expectations, in that I expected essentially nothing good and was pleasantly surprised. That sort of applies for the personal year, as well. I can’t call 2015 a great year, for me, but it was somewhat better than I expected in multiple ways.
I have traces of a social life here in Lakewood for the first time in years. Business was slightly up. Meanwhile, although health care expenses were also up, again, it genuinely appears that they my fall next year for the first time pretty much ever since I’ve been paying them all myself. Maybe health care reform is continuing to make progress, even if further positive reforms would be a very good idea?
At all events the prospect is remarkable. Positive developments? Income rising while expenses not only don’t eat it all up, but actually look like they may decrease? WTF? This is strange. Frankly, in recent years I’ve grown used to every year being a little more austere, and I was not really a wanton consumer to begin with. In 2016, I might realistically be able to afford a modest discretionary budget that isn’t all reserved for special, brief occasions before the year even begins.
…what am I missing, here… This is probably good. Save Lakewood Hospital duty calls one more time in 2015, after all, and then there are celebrations to commence however modest.